Are there times you feel like shutting the world out? This should help you relate . * Shutting out * My Heart Hurts in the worst possible way. Dear God , I wonder: Are God Eyes still watching me? " You should have known, "they say, As I wrestle with Depression . I think of calling Dear Alcohol , But I can’t— I don’t want to be the Joker . I don’t want Another Sorry . I’m suffocating , But I tell myself: Be strong. To Be a Man, A Real Man , Maybe even Like a Soldier . I hope my efforts are seen, But it’s all just Propaganda . No need to be a Narcissist , Though sometimes I feel I Need a Break. Cause I can't Breathe Should I scream Dear Mom Or turn to the Book of Revelation? After all, I’m a Child of God....